Part three: chapter 5

I was finally in Room 101. The worst thing ever to happen. I would ask O'Brien what it was but in the back of my head I knew what it was. I was filled with so much fear because i knew that i was about to endure someting i never had before. Then it was my biggest fear of all, rats. I was having a panick attack and i had to get out of this. I knew that i could not possibly endure this so i started to think of any way I could to get out of it. The only thing that came to mind was to give up Julia and then at the top of my lungs i screamed Do it to Julia! not me! Julia! and O'Brien stopped. I had betrayed her and I did not care because all I cared about was myself in the moment.