Part three: chapter 3

I have to go through three stages in my interrogation and O'Brien told me there was learning, understanding and finally accepting. Now I was being taught how to understand O'Brien's concepts. All alone in the room O'Brien just lectured me about the party and the whole reason i was here. If i said something wrong, all O'Brien had to do was turn the dial on the machine and i would become helpless. I talked very cautiously when we discussed everything. I still could not agree with him or the party, everything sounded so wrong and unjust. I hated Big Brother and I knew it. I tred to believe the things O'Brien said to me but I just couldn't. He told me I would learn someday and accept it but i have no clue when.