Part three: chapter 4

I finally started to get fed and washed. I gained much of my wieght back and got a lot stronger. I finally felt good for however long i have been here. It is almost impossible to keep ttrack of time here so i don't try and bother. Now that I was feeling better, I sat down to try and understand O'Briens ways. I wrote down some slogans from the party and just stared at them and thought. Mabe in a way it was staring to come to me how the could make sense. Maybe I will grasp the whole concept after more talks with O'Brien